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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 | | 6:07 am |
Its been a LONG time...
Just here to say HI! So, HI! Im at school in music tech...love this class Anyway... See ya later! | | Sunday, June 12th, 2005 | | 9:25 pm |
pet peeves
so...my two biggest pet peeves are when people call someones phone for someone else and when people give out invites (by letter or word of mouth) in front of other people and they dont inite everyone... so someone who i thought was a good friend of mine did both of those to me in one day....hmmmm nice, really nice.... not to mention it makes me feel like shit...and that i am not cared about... anyways...what are your pet peeves? and your honest opinion of me? Current Mood:  stressedCurrent Music: grease lightening | | Sunday, May 1st, 2005 | | 7:03 pm |
stuff
this was an odd weekend! FRIDAY- skipped 7th hour and got my hair(s) cut...then went and signed up at a tanning salon...then played the musical... thanks alex, lorna, ben, steve, emilie, and ciara for coming... SATURDAY- got up early for festival...we got a 3...eww...loaded and unloaded the truck enough for a lifetime...went home for a nap and hank, matt, and mikey stopped by...thanks guys..what a day...took a nap and went to the school again for the last night of the musical....still have PIPPIN in my head...then back to my house...adam, sam, stacey, and brandon came over... SUNDAY- got food with stacey and sam and went tanning... i was so happy...on thursday night (opening night) i played the anvil for the first time ever and it was awesome...i love pippin and i miss pirates...i wish i got a shirt....anyway...that made me happy... k..im out Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: bittersweet symphony | | Monday, April 18th, 2005 | | 10:45 pm |
FUCK
how in the hell do u lose an ipod in ur room overnight? fuck... hope i find it! excited for tomorrow--pippin and drumline! today was fun-ish!! till i lost the ipod ladder 49 is sad....almost cried and then i discovered i missed cis miami cause i was watching ladder 49 Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: ?? | | Sunday, April 17th, 2005 | | 6:44 pm |
damn Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: eleanor rigby | | Wednesday, March 16th, 2005 | | 4:21 pm |
ugh..
i am listeing to pearl jam again and that song is just so depressing. if i listen to it again, i think i might die...anyway nothin new here...i hafta go to work in a few... outta here... Current Mood: crappyCurrent Music: pearl jam | | Tuesday, March 15th, 2005 | | 10:07 pm |
yeah
When I woke up the rain as pouring down There were people standing all around Somthing warm flowing through my eyes But somehow I found my baby that night I lifted her head, she looked at me and said Hold me darling just a little while I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss I found the love that I knew I had missed Well, now she's gone even though I hold her tight I lost my love, my life, that night yes, those are just soem stupid lyrics, but they almost made me cry, every time i listen to them...so sad...i wanna be loved as much as this guy loved the girl... MY MOMMY GOT A NEW CAR!! im so excited cause i get to use it all the time! yeah! i want a new car now...im trying to save my money...but i still wanna spend it like crazy...new car is better tho... i want my new coach purse...$350 tho...oh well, i will save after i get the purse... Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: my playlist | | Monday, March 14th, 2005 | | 10:44 pm |
reassurance
i dont mean to post a depressing entry, but all day, i have felt like i am no good at anything (except spending money) and that i have no friends.... i guess i just need A LOT of fucking reassurance....like ppl inviting me to do stuff and wanting to hang out with me and not out of pity... i need help with a lot of stuff...not spending money, not caring about name brands...bargain shopping...anyway... ON A LIGHTER NOTE... i made cupcakes for band last night...sry to those who didnt get any...they were good, devils food cake with whipped white and green frosting decorated with st patricks day stuff... i got out of 4th, 6th, and 7th hours today to tour OTC...i think i liek it, i hope i do...dont know what i want to do with my life, but i guess this seems liek a good start...i have wanted to be a chef since 6th grade...i think its a pretty good place to start...high school credit doing nothing and doign somethign i love and seeing without paying if i want to do it for the rest of my life as a career...anyway....im tired and still ahve all of my hw to finish... CONFIDENCE IS EARNED- you dont just have confidence, people have to do something to u to give u confidence, you dont just automatically have it...a very wise man said that once...too bad he cant drug me tho... PLEASE, REASSURE ME IF U LOVE ME!! -J Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: gin blossoms | | Saturday, March 12th, 2005 | | 11:57 pm |
it's late
it's almost sunday, i have 2 minutes...im tired but i dont wanna go to sleep all at the same time...i have so many things i wanna do right now...read my two new magazines, clean my room, bathroom, and office, scrapbook, try on all my new clothes, watch a movie....but it aint happenin.... i have spent over 600 dollars in the past 3 days on shit...actaully make that over 800 dollars...my hair and eyebrows, summer clothes for florida, food, and other crap... anyway, im gonna do a fashion show and FYI i am so not a jap, ima wanna be jap- not really...i jsut like to spend money... im out Current Mood: crushedCurrent Music: queen | | Sunday, March 6th, 2005 | | 8:46 pm |
confusion
i hate being confused and not knowing like, ANYTHING! anyway...i am going to florida over spring break, so excited...i havent gone on vacation in three years...now i am goin on 2 in like a span of 3 months! yeah..nothing new here...i am in a spazy, ocd mood ttyl! Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: tv | | Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 | | 4:22 pm |
Bold the Ones You Did as a Child
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air." (In west Philadelphia born and raised..)
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WHOA" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer ...
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales"
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons....
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter Shack, House).
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. ...
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books
21. you know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"
22. You wanted to be a Goonie!
23. You ever wore flourescent clothing. and tie dye too!
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf....
26. You took lunch pails to school
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals
34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "totally awesome."
41. You remember Popples.
42. "Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down..
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class.
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
wow, brings back some memories of the early 90s...i had actually forgotten about a lot of that stuff...
anyway, just a fun little post here...i am trying to get in shape and feel better about myself..eating healty and working out...IF U EVER WANNA GO TO THE GYM WITH ME, JUST ASK!!! Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: whip it | | Monday, January 31st, 2005 | | 8:00 pm |
random thoughts...
basically- i think i need a guy to be happy about myself...i know how stupid that sounds and i know it isnt true but, in the back of my head there is that little piercing voice that says i do...it says that in order to have confidence, in order to feel pretty, in order for anything good to happen to me, i need a guy. it says that a guy is the only cure for me. wow, after reading this, i completely realize how rideclous that sounds. it isnt jsut liek any guy would do...i cant just call 1800 BOYFRIEND or anything...i have the perfect one in mind....too bad he doesnt feel the same way....or maybe i jsut want the physical relationship with him...either way, i know i would get hurt...i dont want to liek him anymore, but the way we act, it is hard to get over him and it would be even harder to forget that feeling he brings to me.... i sound like a psycho freak, so for now, i am done...good things have been happening although, when i think about it, it almost all relates to him...so maybe i should rethink that... im out -Ji Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: green day | | Monday, January 3rd, 2005 | | 8:51 am |
new years resolutions...kinda
i am in investing in your future right now and i just got a project due tomorrow on mutual fund prospectus...no idea what that means... i guess this is sorta a new years resolution...but i am not to sure...i had a nice talk on saturday night with chris and sam...i feel a little better about myself...thanks guys...i am trying to be happy...not to think about the bad things in my life...i am not really gonna go into detail right now cause i will be writing in my own journal later...and organize all of my thoughts.. ill finish this later | | Tuesday, December 14th, 2004 | | 9:22 pm |
i just got home from the band concert...it went well i supose...yesterday jake and matt made me really happy...it was nice (matt, i hope u get ur wallet back) i am still undecided on the whole "crush" subject...any suggestions? i found out that jeff and amy named their new baby ELLA KATE...i am so excited, i get to see her tomorrow...jack is a big brother..yay!! anyway...tomorrow we get info on D.C., yay! i am so excited to go and at the same time i am not cause i want things to work out the way i want and i dont think they will...maybe by may everything will (lets hope!!) tomorrow is gonna be such a good day...band (hmmm and D.C. info)...psych...lit...jack and ella...cake baking...and 3 days till break...im so excited... im out! -J Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: sleigh ride | | Monday, December 13th, 2004 | | 8:28 pm |
lost in space
i apoligize for the last entry, when i get angry i do stupid things... my weekend was quite eventful...not really... i have realized that i can never measure up to someone...this someone happens to be the love of my "crushes" life...i have also realized that i need to get over this crush or go fucking insane...neither one really appeals to me...someone asked me today (someone who i take advice from seriously) y i let my crush do the things he does to me and my answer was...I DONT FUCKING KNOW...if only life was like a fairy tale...if it were he would realize he has no chance with this other girl (no offense) and he would realize that i am the only one who would put up with his shit (as i already do)...but life isnt a fairy tale and i have to choose...god this is hard!! anyway...i am going to finish this in my own personal journal..so im out -J Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: sex and the city | | Friday, December 10th, 2004 | | 7:51 pm |
pissed off
i am so pissed off right now it isnt even funny...and the sad part is i blame myself...i am not going to go into detail about it or anything and i would appreciate it if no one asked PLEASE...but someone who i thought i cared about proved to me why so many ppl hate them and the reason i should also...but at the same time i cant hate them...no matter how much they hurt me (which they did A LOT!!!!) no one has ever done anything this evil to me and i realize y i am so uptight and not carefree...y i am scared to do or asy anything to anyone....i took a chance and did something i never thought i could...3 times tonight...one was for the better and 2 were what i thought to be the better... there isnt much else to say except for the fact that even tho phil isnt the director of the marching band next year (and tim most likely is) i still wanna go to a different school no matter what i am sacrificing leaving wb...i am not gonna bitch anymore tonight or on here...but i dont care anymore... im out... fuck it Current Mood: rejectedCurrent Music: fuck music | | Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 | | 8:10 pm |
closing time
my day so far: 1. school 2. helped phil with decorating his office for 2 hours and helped lopez with his marimba solo 3. came home and cleaned like mad--i scrubbed my shower for 30 minutes (it really wasnt all the dirty, i just was being anal) the sink and toilet...picked up my room 4. talked online for the first time in forever.. 5. am about to do hw...a project that was due yesterday that i have no idea how to do...my teacher showed us the problem (math) told us not to write it down...then on monday gave us this project and said she wouldnt help us no matter what...i am confuzzled my goals for 2005 (yes goals, not resolutions) ~to be more organized, clean, motivated, friendly, caring... anyway...more to come on that... im out (i need a cool nickname thing like i dont know...give me ideas) Current Mood:  energeticCurrent Music: like humans do | | Monday, December 6th, 2004 | | 9:33 pm |
stick it to me
does everyone agree i need to take the big, giant stick out of my ass? i mean really...i am so uptight and over-analytical...i need to just go with the flow and not "think" about things so much... for those of u that know me...i am talking about one thing out of many...cough cough... anyway...thought i would ask... Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: REM- nightswimming | | Wednesday, November 17th, 2004 | | 10:16 pm |
Hate This Place
ok--so... i read someones journal today and it really made me think. this person is really sweet, unlike the people we have going to the school now. he did graduate my freshman year from the high school, but he is the exception, really. one day i was sitting outside asking my friends for a nickel and he came up to me and gave me the money, he didnt even know who the hell i was...i was astounded...anyway, so i read his lj and ge was "preaching" about not worring about stupid little problems that we will look back at in 5 years and laugh about...it made me feel really good... i have decided that i want to move to the east coast when i get older...or colorado...i am really excited for college, to move out and not have to pay bills yet and get to experience being on your own, a new place, and just simply put heaven... i have also decided to do a word of the day...i am going to go throught the entire dictionary... WORD OF THE DAY: Abaca (noun) a plant from the philippines whose leaf stalks are the source of Manila hemp Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: dirty language | | Thursday, October 28th, 2004 | | 8:23 am |
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